okay. i'm a little more composed today. okay. i'm not blaming. but. IT'S ALL YOUR FAULT!!!! that was a particular YOU. you don't need my forgiveness. and i don't think you even deserve it!! it's all your fault!!! that i'm in this state of confusion. that i'm in this sorry state. where i'm friendless!! you can hate me for all i care. why must you take all my friends away!!! why must you talk bad about me to all my friends!! i thought you were someone who i can trust. that you were my only true-st friend. it turns out that i'm wrong. i don't need you. i never wanna see you. nor talk to you ever again. you have left a deep wound when backstabbing me. no. not backstabbing. you stab me OPENLY! what has our problems gotta do with the others?!?! why must you complain about me to them!!! you think they give a damn to your nonsense!?!?

if all my supposingly friends listen to your nonsense and believe it. tell you what. i don't need them. i need friends who are true. who will stand by me no matter how hated i am. and. i'm gonna leave this damn place very soon. even earlier then you would. so. stop haunting me with our memories. i don't wanna be reminded of you. in any way. ever again! you make me sick! the sight of you also makes me sick! it's like seeing a SATAN DUPLICATE! and i was out of my mind to even wanna follow you. at least that was all in the PAST! it's never gonna happen again! LEAVE ME ALONE!

i have made this very clear. i'm gonna stand firm. i'm not gonna let MR. S. A. TAN sway me. nothing will keep me away from you. between my both loved ones. I CHOOSE YOU DADDY!! i'm gonna stand firm. stand strong. stand tall. i'm gonna shine my light! like the brightest star in the sky! i'm gonna shout it from a mountain! that i'm not the same as i used to be. i believe in GOD! i'm not ashamed to talk a about it. to the world. I BELIEVE IN GOD! I BELIEVE IN GOD!! =)) thanks for all the help CHARMAINE! be honoured that you're mentioned here. but. seriously. THANKS LOADS! you've been a great help. =))

okayokay. since i've sortened out all my thinking. i have nothing more to say about this. so. BYEBYE!

lots of love. hugs and kisses.
PRAISE GOES TO THE ALMIGHTY DADDY! I LOVE YOU!!
wAnliIn. x333 - xiaoMEIMEI. x333 -
remember to always smile when things just seems to go wrong. love and be loved. =))