Friday, 31 August 2007
IT ALWAYS HAPPENS.. AM I SUPPOSE TO FEEL USED TO IT? OR FEEL SAD AND DEPRESSED EVERY SINGLE TIME IT HAPPENS?? I SHALL NOT SPECIFY ON WHAT HAPPENED.. AND FOR GOODNESS SAKE.. I HATE THE MALAY GUYS.. DO I LOOK LIKE I LOVE THEM SO SO SO MUCH?!?! ANYWAY.. YEAP.. I DID COMPLAIN ABOUT YOU.. SO? YOU COMPLAINED ABOUT ME FIRST!
I'M NOT VERY CLOSE TO YOU.. GO LOOK FOR YOUR BFF.. THEY KNOW SO SO SO MUCH MORE ABOUT YOU THEN I DO.. AND I KNNOW HER EARLIER THEN YOU! YET, SHE IS CLOSER TO YOU THAN IS TO ME.. NEVERMIND..
YOU SAY I MAKE IT A POINT TO SHOW I'M PISSED.. YOU DARE DENY YOU DON'T MAKE IT A POINT TO SHOW YOU HATE ME?!?! AND YOU.. YAH YOU.. I JUST MERELY ASKED TO LOOK AT THE VIDEO JASON TOOK. MUST YOU MAKE ME SOUND LIKE I'M FLIRTING?!?! WHAT.. I'M NOT LIKE DESPERATE FOR A BOYFRIEND LIKE YOU ARE.. NEVERMIND.. PRETEND I DID NOT SAY THAT..
JUST ASKING.. DOES IT MAKE YOU HAPPY TO SEE ME MISERABLE?!? IF YES, I THINK YOU'RE A SADIST.. IT'S THE SAME AS LAUGHING AT SOMEONE FALLING DOWN WITHOUT HELPING HIM/HER/IT..
WHAT'S THE POINT OF DOING THIS.. TO MAKE ME FEEL LONELY OR WHATEVER CRAP?! OR WHAT.. TO TELL ME YOU'RE ANGRY SO THAT I WILL APOLOGISE OR WHATEVER CRAP?! TELL YOU WHAT.. IF YOUR AIM IS THE LATTER, YOU CAN WAIT LONG LONG.. APOLOGISING SHOWS YOU'RE WEAK.. AND I WILL NOT APOLOGISE UNLESS I KNOW WHERE I'M WRONG IN AND AGREE I'M IN THE WRONG.. AND.. IN THIS CASE.. I DON'T KNOW WHAT WENT WRONG.. AND SINCE I DON'T KNOW, HOW AM I TO AGREE?!?! RIGHT? RIGHT! SO.. I WILL NOT APOLOGISE..
SOMEONE ASKED ME WHAT HAPPENED.. I MERELY SAID NOTHING.. WHAT DID YOU EXPECT ME TO SAY?! THE WHOLE PROCESS OF WHAT IS HAPPENING?!?! NO!
IT'S ALWAYS ME.. ME ME AND ME! ANY OTHER PEOPLE IN THIS GROUP OF FRIENDS, IF THEY DID ANYTHING THAT MADE YOU ANNOYED, YOU CLOSE ONE EYE.. IF I DO THE SLIGHTEST THING WRONG.. THE WAR STARTS.. GOD! ARE YOU TRYING TO MAKE A FOOL OUT OF ME?! OR WHAT?! TEST ME?! AM I SUPPOSE TO PROVE TO YOU THAT I CAN STAND FIRM AND STRONG FOR YOU!? WHAT THE CRAP DO YOU EXACTLY WANT ME TO DO?!?! ARGHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!