OKAY!!!!! I HAVE DONE IT AGAIN! WHAT'S DONE HAVE BEEN DONE.. THERE IS NO TURNING BACK.. UNLESS..... THE OTHER PARTY IS WILLING TO.. WHICH APPARENTLY, IS QUITE UNEXPECTED.. JUST TO A FEW PEOPLE.. FOR INSTANCE, ZAYNAB.. WELL.. MAINLY, THOSE PEOPLE WHOM I 'FIGHT' WITH RECENTLY... INCLUDING QISTINA- I SUPPOSE -..

WELL.. WANT I WANTED TO SAY WAS..

SORRY..

SOMETHING UNEXPECTED HAPPENED TODAY.. WHICH MADE ME REALISE THAT I HAVE BEEN LOSING OUT IN ALL THE FRIENDSHIPS I USED TO HAVE.. I SUPPOSE YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE.. ACTUALLY.. MAINLY 4 FRIEND OF MINE.. BUT IF YOU DO NOT ACCEPT THIS APOLOGY, PLEASE SAY SO.. I REALISE THAT WHY SHOULD I BE INFLUENCED BY HOW OTHERS THINK OF YOU.. AND WHY SHOULD I THINK ABOUT THE BAD POINTS ABOUT YOU - IF YOU HAVE ANY-, INSTEAD OF THE GOOD POINTS.. IT'S THE LAST YEAR OF PRIMARY SCHOOL.. MAYBE BY WANTING TO MAKE THE BEST OUT OF IT NOW IS A LITTLE TOO LATE.. BUT IF I DON'T EVEN BOTHER TO DO THIS, I THINK IT'S JUST MAKING IT WORSE.. ACTION SPEAKS LOUDER THAN WORDS.. I MIGHT HAVE 暗底中SPAT WORDS OF POISON.. SO, SORRY..

I REALISE BY DOING ALL THAT, IS ALREADY SINNING.. AND BY SINNING, IS NOT OBEYING GOD.. I HAVE NO RIGHTS TO SAY I'M A CHRISTIAN IF THAT'S WHAT I DO ALL DAY AND ALL NIGHT.. IF ONLY YOU-KNOW-WHOSSS WILL GIVE ME THIS CHANCE TO PROVE THAT I WILL NOT 名不虚荣.. OKAY.. I SHALL NOT SAY TOO MUCH ABOUT FRIENDSHIPS.. MAYBE NEXT ENTRY BAH.. BUT WHO KNOWS WHEN MY NEXT ENTRY WILL BE..

WANLIN <3